A Blog Series By Elorah
Greetings from Lochalsh in these last days of January! At the end of the month, I’ll have made it halfway through the winter season and this little project of mine. Time here is an odd sensation. Either days pass with little indication aside from what television show is on and weeks– if not months– are suddenly gone, or one blue sky afternoon seems to last for eons.
To reflect on this halfway point…
I’m constantly asked if I’m afraid out here by myself. There are many dangers to consider. There are predators and large animals. The weather can turn severe quickly. Wood stoves and propane ranges have their own risks. The darkness is untinged by urban lights. Being isolated is a fear for many people in itself. The planning that I did in the fall gives me a certain level of assurance that I’ll have food and shelter unless there is a major disaster which would entail leaving the property. I’ve done what I can, and the rest is up to fate and reasoned daily decisions. Sometimes I have hesitations, but I wouldn’t say I’ve been absolutely terrified.
The primary feeling that I have out here is constant psychological overstimulation. This feeling is not new, but it is much more intense than it is in the summertime, when there are other people to deflect it. I have seen new employees (most often coming from an urban background) struggle with it to the point of all but shutting down. Sometimes it is overwhelming to realize how large the outside world is, how many new details can be noticed each time I look at something, and how many threats or points of interest there could be. There are few buildings, advertisements, vehicles, stores, and other people to dull the nonstop exposure to the natural world. I’ve been fishing and boating on Wabatongushi Lake for seven years now, and every time I go out, I notice a new tree or rock face. I rarely have the thought that I’m the only person within a radius of however many miles, but when I do, I face it with the it-is-what-it-is attitude rather than sheer panic.
It’s very easy to lose track of time; so far the experience has seemed like I’m not quite settled into the house yet, but it’s also been a long three months. Living in this paradox requires structure. I feel a strong creative energy, and I try to channel it into a focal point like writing or cooking. I do meditation each night to sort out my thoughts. I keep the TV on during the day not really to watch any specific program, but to have background noise, as otherwise, it is completely silent. It seems that homesteading, off-grid living, and survival TV shows are most of what’s playing these days, perhaps to provide an escape at a time when so many people are isolated in their urban homes. Life Below Zero, Port Protection Alaska, Alaska: The Last Frontier, The Last Alaskans, Alaskan Bush People, Homestead Rescue, Building Alaska, Railroad Alaska, Flying Wild Alaska, Mountain Men, Ice Lake Rebels, Alone, et cetera and ad nauseam. Sometimes there are good ideas, sometimes bad and overtly fake ideas, but it’s entertainment. I also like to watch the Food Network and remember what salad tasted like.
I cook my meals from scratch, which takes up a good amount of time. I do get fresh dairy items from Dubreuilville, but I try recipes with substitutions from the pantry out of curiosity. I won’t get ahead of myself and say that a cookbook is in the works, but most items have turned out to be appetizing. Like many others during the pandemic, I’ve taken up bread making. The best thing I’ve made so far is everything bagels. The old toaster which was on the verge of expiring didn’t agree, and sparked up in the middle of toasting. Add that to the list of things I’ve broken this month!
I have many ideas, but not necessarily the resources or ability. Getting homesteading, prepping, survival, and craft tips on Pinterest leaves me with a slurry of thoughts. I could try soap making, herbal tinctures, sewing, one thousand different recipes…
Snowshoeing is also an effective way to pass the time and clear my thoughts, which is why I mention it constantly. This week, my longest trip was an excursion out to an old quarry a few kilometres past Clear Lake. There are so many old roads and offshoots to explore, some of which I still haven’t ventured down yet. I also attempted to take the trail over to Fox’s Den Lodge on Dog Lake, but a beaver dam had flooded the trail only a short distance down from Lochalsh and there was open water that appeared to be deeper than my boots. I’ll save that for later.
I also went on another snowmobile tour of the southern end of the lake with Roger. We checked that trees haven’t fallen on roofs and everything is in good order. The snowmobile trails still aren’t fully open, as there isn’t enough snow for the groomer to pack down, so there isn’t much ice fishing going on out on Wabatongushi yet. It’s still a mild winter. On one hand, I’m thankful for this, as living in the house has been an experiment as to what might freeze or malfunction in winter temperatures, but on the other hand, as the house is doing fine (knock on wood), I’d like more snow! Temperatures this week were down as far as -16 F/-27 C at night, but rose in the day to around -4 F/-20 C or warmer. It looks like the next week is forecasted to be warmer overall.
To answer another common question: Do I get cold? Not really. The wood stove keeps the house toasty. I own a variety of outerwear, boots, and mittens and I dress according to conditions when I go out. When I snowshoe, I get so warm that I have to take off my mittens, even if it’s -20 out! I’ve lived in worse temperatures before so it’s nothing new to me.
Thank you again for all of the comments and conversation!
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My name is Elorah. I started as a housekeeper/server based at Loch Island Lodge in 2014, as a summer adventure when I was twenty. In the following years, I stayed around to pay my tuition for a Bachelor of Theology, and a later a diploma in Indigenous Wellness & Addictions Prevention. I’m also a private pilot who enjoys flying float planes and ski planes. Over the past seasons, I’ve taken on a number of tasks around the lodge, from breakfast cooking to deck building to writing about local history. It’s odd to think that I just finished my seventh season, but Wabatongushi Lake never gets old. |
Very proud of you. Keep on with the letters. It is great reading !
Thanks Joe! I’m happy to keep everyone entertained.
So very nice to hear from you Elorah! Your blog is eloquently written. I’m surprised to hear that there is still some open water as I’ve been watching the temperatures up there and compared to here in Windsor you have had some pretty cold nights.As you have mentioned, there does not appear to be very much snow. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise – don’t want any cabin roofs collapsing!!
I have been trying to find “Clear Lake” on google maps but the only ones in the near vicinity that are labelled are Little Godin, Godin, Raciot, Teachers, and Rocky. I’ll try different searches. Our area is in a serious lockdown. The only retail allowed to be open are stores that sell food and convenience stores and we are not sure when the lockdown will be lifted.
Dennis and I are still on track to see you June 5th. (only 126 days away).
Remember: Life is about risking everything for a dream no one can see but you.
Stay well, live long, and prosper.
Hello Al! We did get a deeper freeze once January came around. I think the only reason there was a flood on one trail was that it was moving water. The lakes are safe for snowmobiling at this point. It’s currently -27 C as I write this! The lack of snow is good for infrastructure, for sure, but a little more would be fun. I do clear part of my roof off the keep the TV dish open.
I didn’t notice until now that Clear Lake wasn’t labelled! It’s the lake almost immediately southeast of Teachers Lake, with the road running between them (Google Maps is giving me 48.3384688782604, -84.26015473072954 if you want to key it in). We have a boat there so I wasn’t sure how many readers have fished it. For the next adventure I take, I’ll post coordinates for Google Maps so everyone can follow along!
My family is outside of the London area, so I’ve heard of the lockdown strategies around there. At times like this I am glad to have the ability to wander outside of the house freely!
What is the latest on opening the border for fishing?
Hi Lonnie, we don’t have any indication of that yet ourselves, but we will definitely keep everyone updated as we know more. The tourism associations have been working around the clock since last spring trying to get a concrete plan from the government so operators can plan ahead.
Marshmallow world – great description Elorah! If you would like, I’ll forward you a 5 bean chile recipe, its super flavorful and healthy. Make a big pot of it and then you’ll have great easy to heat delicious meals in a hurry! Let me know if you have a seperate email.
Hi Chris, I actually made baked beans the other day, so I guess I’m already thinking along those lines? You can ask Andy for my lodge email. I won’t write it out publicly here due to spam.
Once again we enjoyed reading your blog. Stay safe and warm!
Thanks! I’m doing both happily.
OK – my 5 bean chili has NO baked beans. Haha! I’ll send real recipe to you however. (-:
Hi Elorah, keep up the good fight. Please look in on our camp if you are near or around that section of the lake! We are all living vicariously through you you know! Stay warm and safe!
I’m keeping an eye on it 🙂